Saturday, March 29, 2008

WTF?!

So I'm pissed.

Grant:
10:08 PM I've missed you =D
me: I've missed you too =)
kinda funny how busy we've both gotten
never would have thought it be like this, last summer
10:09 PM Grant: lol
I knew it would turn to this.
pretty soon we won't talk anymore actually.
it will be like what happened to laura =[
10:10 PM u wont get on much, and when I do u wont be on.
me: ...
thats really depressing
I think... if we both try.... that won't happen
you know?
Grant: Idk


WTF?!?!?!

Nice to know you've doomed our friendship... =\

Gahh he makes me so mad sometimes!!
Stupid part is he's probably right.
Which is dumb.
I hate time differences.

HAPPY NEWS!!!
I get to hang out with my awesome girlfriends all day!!
Makes me so happy =D

EAGLE!!!!!

Friday, March 28, 2008

I Am A Procrastinator

I love to procrastinate. I'm really really good at it too. I get these fabulous ideas, and it doesn't matter if it has to do with art, writing, friends, life etc etc it probably won't happen/get done because I don't start it right away. I say "Oh I'll start working on it tomorrow." or "After I talk to people today." or "When I finish this book." or even "After I get the poster board."
It just doesn't happen.
I'm worse when it comes to school!

Anyway, I haven't even begun my plot planning on my latest story idea, mostly because I just don't have any idea where to start. I'm was "planning" on sitting down and working on it today.... but I find myself writing a blog post instead, and now Mom's home.

(an hour later)

So yeah, I just made dinner and now Anna's forcing me to practice the song we're doing for the talent show, because she doesn't consider my blog as a real form of writing. THANKS ANNA I LOVE YOU TOO!!

So anyway. There's been copious amounts of boy drama going on this week. Its ridiculous. Some of its good but most of its bad. I went from dating whoever I wanted to in the future, to dating a guy who has a good relationship with my sisters, to dating a guy who has to have a great older brother, to dating a guy who is really cute and is part of a triplet.
Good God what more do you people want from me?!?!?!

Another really horrendous thing that has happened is.... IT SNOWED!!! AHHHHHH!!! NOOOO!!! IT'S SPRING!!!!

O.k. Seriously Erin, enough of the complaining. Get on with your life!

This weekend is going to be fabulousay!!!

I really really need poster board.

I adore my playlist.

I read some amusing books this week. Including "Zen, and the art of faking it" It reminded me a TON of the "Stanford Wong Flunks Big-Time" series, so therefor, it was quite good.

Fed-Ex just drove by, but you don't really care do you?

I'm starting a secret project oOOOo.
Heh, its for a guy who could probably care less, but we, until recently, used to be best friends so whatever. Like I said, Long distance relationships with guys in Oregon just don't work. End of story.

"There's Us" Alexz Johnson

There's me
Looking down at my shoes
The one smiling like the sun
That's you
What were you thinking
What was the song inside your head
There's us
Going on about a band
Working out how we play our hand
I lay there dreaming
Later all alone in my bed

If I was stupid
Maybe careless
So were you

Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us

Freeze-frame
I'm not about to cry
It's too late for us to change
Why try
I've got a camera
Tucked away inside my heart

If I'm a loser
Or just unlucky
So are you

Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us

Somewhere between then and now
I look away when you said we'll never change
And if you think what might have been
You'll lose today and we've got songs to play

Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us
Not everything is supposed to come true
Some words are best unsaid
Some love is not really love at all
I'll keep everything I shared with you
And that's enough
There's us

The perfect song to describe one of my friendships.

Because I feel like it, the happy part of this blog is dedicated to my beautiful wife, Jessica Jeanne Lacourse Ingraham.

Pigeon Peace Ya'll.



Saturday, March 22, 2008

Good old Whitesnake


Its Anna's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA! MY DARLING! MY HEART! MY ONE AND ONLY! MY FAVORITE 16 YEAR OLD SISTER!!!! <3333333333


She's old now. phhhtttt.

I got to shoot her ears!!! It was quite a frightening experience. Seriously. Try shooting your sisters ears, or if you don't have a sister, do it to your brother, and if you don't have a brother, do it to your imaginary sibling. Or your Dad.

My Grandparents should be coming any minute now for dinner. No one told me there were coming and I only just found out. Apparently even though I live here, I don't need to know these things... whatever.... We're having yummy food and I think I shall get fat because I haven't stopped eating all day. My food baby is getting bigger and bigger and bigger. very scary. Tomorrow I shall eat more. YAY!

We played Life this afternoon, because it was either that or watch a movie and get all "blaaaaahhh" so we decided on the game. We were so hyper, saying the randomest things and laughing at the smallest of things. I fell off the bed. It was kind of awesome.

Here I go Again

I dont know where Im going
But, I sure know where Ive been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again

Tho I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find what Im looking for
Oh lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

Im just another heart in need of rescue,
Waiting on loves sweet charity
An Im gonna hold on
For the rest of my days,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go...

An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time...

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go,
Here I go again...



Because it may be one of the only oldies songs I can stand to listen to.


HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!! Did you every think about how weird it would be to say Merry Easter??

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Jacob Black?

According to several articles Jacob Black has been cast!!!!
Is this true? I have no idea.

Taylor Lautner Ladies and Gentleman.

All the articles I found about it were on Wikipedia so the truthfulness is doubtful.

Twilight Movie Cast
Jacob Black Page

What think you all?

If its true I definitely think they could have done worse, but he's really not my ideal guy. He was in Cheaper by the Dozen 2 and The adventures of sharkboy and lava girl or w/e and do any of you know if he can act?

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

IDEA'S ARE BURSTING OUT MY EARS!!!!

So I got a story idea and I've been working on it for a couple days now. I'm so excited and I can't wait to start!!! It'll be a different genre then I've ever written.... actually... I'm not sure exactly what genre it fits into but it'll still be different. Its not for script frenzy because I'm not doing that this year.
I wrote out my kind of main characters profile. Its not perfect but it'll do for now.
Oh, and I promise I wrote this all out BEFORE I read Katie's profile for her character, So I'm not in fact copying her description of her girl.
Promise.
Pinky Promise!!

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Author's name Erin Ingraham Character's name Liena


Protagonist Questionnaire

1. What is your protagonist? A person? An animal? Something else?

She's a girl. Duur. Although I"m thinking about having a couple Main Characters. Different parts will be told by different people.

2. Where does your protagonist live? Does he or she like it there?

Liena doesn't live anywhere really. She travels to much. But she does have a certain spot she usually rests at in the middle of nowhere (meaning I haven't figured it out yet)

3. What does your protagonist look like? Hair color? Height? Distinguishing features?


She 16 and has dyed black hair which she always wears up with two silver knives holding it in a bun. Her eyes are startlingly blue (think Frodo) like she should be wearing contacts, but she's not. She's not pale, but she's not tan either. She's about 5'4 with a very athletic body. On the inside of her left wrist is a tattoo that changes with her mood which is part of her being "not of this world ooOOooo"




































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4. What is your protagonist's favorite outfit?

She wears mostly black but her favorite outfit consists of a white and black
striped tight tank top. Over that goes a cropped black jacket with silver lining
with sleeves always rolled up over he elbows. Silver hoop earrings. A black
mini skirt with black leggings. And high heeled knee length leather boots.

<--- is what she looks like. Although anything gold in there is actually silver.

5. What clothes would your protagonist never be caught dead wearing?

Any skirts except her mini one, and pink, purple, light blue, yellow etc etc mainly

pastel colors.

6. What is your protagonist's pet peeve?

Valley Girls. Boys who say things are fine but it really isn't. Self centered
people. Dragon Catchers <--- Name subject to change

7. What is your protagonist's fondest memory?

Traveling with, and learning from Rosco and "unnamed male friend". Anytime when she felt remotely normal.

8. What are your protagonist's hobbies?

Because of her work she doesn't really have a hobby. She's learned several martial arts for her job, and other things like rock climbing. She loves plants, but never actually gets to do anything about that.

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9. What can your protagonist do better than anyone else?

Read people (DUH) She is telepathic and a telekinetic so the answer to the question is obvious.

10. What is your protagonist insecure about?

Her "ability" and how people would react if they knew what she was. What would happen if she ever lost her medicine.The fact she would be incredibly alone if anything ever happen to "unnamed male friend"

11. What makes your protagonist angry?

The ODC. <-- name subject to change.
Bwahahahaa no one knows that that is.

12. What are your protagonist's parents like? How about the rest of his or her family?


Leina has no blood family as far as she knows. The "Unnamed male friend" who found her when she was six is her only family and consider each other as strictly brother and sister. They have a amazing relationship, best friends who know everything there is to know about each other. She only is ever completely comfortable with him. Also, Rosco was the closest thing she had to a father.

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13. What's one secret your protagonist hasn't ever told anyone?


The only thing she ever wants is to have a home and a garden somewhere peaceful where she won't hear everyone else's thoughts.

14. Is your protagonist outgoing? Shy? What do people think when they first meet your
character?


Liena is very confident. She has to be, but if it wasn't for her upbringing she might have been shy. She's not surprisingly uncomfortable around many people and sometimes has to force herself to be outgoing. When people meet her (which is rare) they are a little intimidated by her because she knows to much for her age and can be unreachable but they quickly see that she is one of the kindest girls they will ever meet.

15. Describe your protagonist in three words:

1. Kind
2. Confident
3. Clever

16. Pretend for a moment that your protagonist is really nervous. What does your protagonist do with his

or her nervous energy? (Tap his or her toe against the floor? Hum a song?)


Ramble. Fidget, bite the inside of her right cheek. And if its intense, she gets really quiet.

17. Write a sentence describing how your protagonist walks.

She walks.
She always looked like she had somewhere important to be. Taking long strides and walking as quickly as she could without plowing over anyone in front of her. She would dart around people never pausing to look at anything, just moving. Always moving.

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18. Write a sentence describing how your protagonist stands. What's his or her posture like?


She stood with her feet apart, her head high - tilted slightly to the right, shoulders back, hands on hips, and looked him straight in the eyes. "Did you really want to do that?" she asked her lips pursed and one eyebrow cocked in slight amusement.

19. What do you really like about your protagonist?

She wants to help her people, and she always makes the best of every situation. She doesn't give up hope ever, even when most people would be sinking to the floor crying. She never uses her ability to pry adn although she'd rather not be telepathic she doesn't bitch about it.

20. What do you dislike about your protagonist?

She has a little bit of a hero complex which gets her into more trouble then is worth mentioning. She holds a grudge and can be rather uncooperative especially when she thinks she's right about something.

21. What is your protagonist's greatest weakness?

She can sometimes be so focused on keeping other peoples thoughts out of her head that she doesn't notice when people really need her emotionally.

22. What is the one thing your protagonist fears most?

Being without her medicine.

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23. What does your protagonist want more than anything else in the world?

Happiness. Quiet. A world without hate where she can live peacefully.

Even More Questions


What is your protagonist's favorite band? Song? Type of music?

She listens mostly to screaming metal or rap simply because it drowns out everything else. When she's having a good day she listens to things like Vanessa Carlton, Alana Grace, Nickelback, Simple Plan etc etc


Describe how your protagonist speaks. Does he or her have a lisp? An accent? Does your protagonist

use a lot of slang, or end every sentence with "okay," etc.?

She normally talks fast and often with a sarcastic drawl. But when she's dealing with a new ______ she speaks in a soft lilting calm voice.



Yeah. I REALLY need a name for "unnamed male friend" so start spouting! and nope, there is going to NO romance between Liena and UMF so don't even think about that!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Please say it ain't so

I really shouldn't.
I really really shouldn't be doing this.

'Shouldn't be doing what?' you say.

STARTING A BLOG WHAT AM I THINKING I HARDLY WRITE ON MY XANGA I DON'T NEED A BLOG!!!!

My Dad is trying to teach my younger sister the art of writing a a rhythm poem.
My Mom is helping a guy practice a song for St. Martha's talent show.
I'm listening to Queen and David Bowie, 'cause, you know, I'm cool like that.
My Dog is still going crazy at the fact that theres a strange man in the house O_O.
Can I change the type font to this?
Webding! Ahahahaha what kind of name is that anyway?
Trebuchet. To big.
Goergia... er... no.
Courier. Kind of looks like a typer writer print.

"So far away from where you are,
These miles have torn us worlds apart,
And I miss you, yeah I miss you.

So far away from where you are,
Your standing underneath the stars,
and I wish you were here.

I miss the years that were erased,
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face,
I miss all the little things,
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me.
Yeah I miss you
and I wish you were here."

I love LifeHouse =)

I'm a random person. I'm pretty positive my brain works slightly different from everyone else's and I refuse to be normal. Normal = boring and who in their right mind wants to be boring?
Do you ever find songs that describe a certain part of your life, or a relationship with a friend, or a feeling you get a 2:30 am in the morning when your awake and rather be sleeping just perfectly? I'm listening to one right now. "Almost Lover" Bye A Fine Frenzy, the prefect song for last November.
I really don't want to explain it right now.

I promise this blog won't be terrible angsty and depressing. I might throw some angst, sadness, anger, INCREDIBLY OVER HYPERNESS sometimes, just for fun and all.

So Jessie, World Domination huh?

OMG I LOVE MOULIN ROUGE!!!!!!!


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