BittyBooHoo

I was sitting, practicing guitar, the mangled notes flowing through my fingers blah blah blah when I suddenly realized something. I wanted to write another blog post. It's been two days since my last so I have no idea whats come over me. Usually these writing cravings only come once every couple months so this is very strange but whatever. Indulge me. I'm just going to write a whole bunch of random chatter. Try and explain the voices in my head.

A couple months ago I made up these three characters, or uh, voices that were in my head. Katie, the sweet and adorable helpful peacemaker, etc, everything pleasant and nice about me. Bridget, the awful, who often plans to murder people and is what makes me look so frightening when I'm holding a knife. She gets jealous when I show more attention to other people than her or something. She's often after Justin's blood apparently. And last, and certainly least there is Fred, the witty and charming. He hardly ever makes an appearance. In fact Bridget is the most common character to pop up mostly cause I hold knives a lot... or something.

I'm an odd child.. what can I say?

I don't like living with a perpetual headache (omg i like totally spelled perpetual right?!??!) and I just spent about five minutes untangling my earbud cords. Seriously why is it that you can carefully wrap up and put away your earbuds and get them out five minutes later and they are completely tangled? What have we done to deserve such torture?

So today, my sister went to New Hampshire to look at colleges. She must not go to college next year. I will miss her far to much. Therefore, I've decided to come up with a plan to make her stay with me forever. Bwahahaha. So any ideas? Anyone? No?

*sigh*

Why is it.. that people love food, yet hate what it does to their body. Why can't people enjoy food and have the respect for themselves to not hate how they look? I don't understand. I'm saying this to myself just as much as stating it. I can't deny that I'm not one hundred percent ok with how I look and I often complain to Justin about it but that doesn't make me stop wondering why we human put ourselves through things that we do. Tis silly.

Ah yeah, Cloud Cult = my heart.
Well no, Justin has my heart so.. yeah
Well, Justin loves cloud cult, and if cloud cult is my heart and he has it.. then actually it works.
So glad we got that cleared up.

Now for a song that is NOT by Cloud Cult.

Rooftops - Lostprophets

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say, we've had our fun

Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried

We're standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set

Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried

We're standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Wait until the bombs drop
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops

Never gonna regret
Watching every sunset
We'll, listen to your heartbeat
All the love that we found

Standing on the rooftops
Wait until the bombs drop
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops

Never gonna regret
Watching every sunset
We'll, listen to your heartbeat
All the love that we found

Scream your heart out
Scream your heart out
Scream your heart out
Scream your

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your

OMGJSYKILYBTW

I randomly come on here and read all my old posts and remember what an odd person I am. It's really quite amusing. I giggle at my extreme wit and charm, wonder what the HELL I was thinking in writing THAT on here, and gag at things that used to make me happy which are now just dark embarrassment splotches in my past *cough*James*cough*
I think about all the people who were in my life back then who aren't now. Some of them I could care less about. Others? Not so much.
I miss you and I wish we were still friends. =( It's sucks that all our plans have been written over and erased by our now busy lives.

Blargh

Anywho, Life other then all that has been wonderful. If not cold =\

This summer has passed like a FLASH. Like, Whoa where did it go? Like seriously dude?? O_O It rained till mid July, and got fall weather the last week of August. Seriously. God? Anything thoughts on that?

Uhhhh

I suck at blogging.

So, I have someone to talk about. Someone Incredible. Someone I love very much.

But I'm not going too cause no one reads this and I'm just talking to myself which is kind of weird if you think about cause I already know everything I'm writing. I'm just repeating myself online. Yipee.

Uhhhh

I should be doing school.

OH I GOT A NEW JOB!! At a cafe. So very sophisticated, oh yes. A HUGE step up from cleaning cheap cabins all summer, which I wouldn't recommend to anyone unless its a high class five star hotel where lots of rich people come. Then it would be okay. Except rich poo in a toilet is still poo in a toilet. So... Maybe not.

When I was thinking of things to say while cleaning my room I was so very deep and thoughtful and it was going to be such an epic post. Now its like... random chatter that goes through my head. So I'm going to end with a song, like I always do, and go do geometry.

Cheerio none existent readers, I love you all so very much, expect another post from me in about a year!!

Illusion - VNV Nation

I know its hard to tell
How mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need
Is behind every door
Each time you get hurt
I don't want you to change
Cuz everyone has hopes
You're human after all

The feeling sometimes
Wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though
You never belong
This feeling is not sadness
This feeling is not joy
I truly understand
Please don't cry now

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else
Who would comprehend
That some bad do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
Thats not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul
Ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last
But I'm still not sure
But what I do know
Is to us the world is different
As we are to the world
I guess you would know that

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Please don't go }(2x)
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion
Always trying to change you