A few things that bug me.

Prepare for some ranting because this post is about pet peeves and things that bug me.

Probably the one I'm most vocal about is when people use the word 'Gay' out of context. It. Drives. Me. Up. The. Wall. "Dude man thats so gay" is not a phrase to say when I'm around because I will go into spasms. I don't know why it bugs me so much but I really can not stand it. Gay means Gay and not stupid. It seems to me that its not only is it an insult to the English language but its almost an insult to Gay people. I don't know it just makes me mad.

My biggest pet peeve is probably this. One sided friendships. I don't know if thats exactly what I would call them though, but one half of it is this: with online friendships I think its so important to keep a balance with who initiates the conversation. When I am the one who initiates the conversations every. single. time. it gets annoying because I feel like I'm starting to annoy the other person, or the other person doesn't care enough to be the initiator, and if they can't make an effort to keep the friendship alive even in that very small way then whats the point. When it comes to bigger things it going to be worse. I know its kind of stupid but it really bugs me.
The other half of it is when someone can tell me all their problems, all their rants; I make them talk to me or they just tell me. Its great, I like being emotional support and helping people, but I hate it when something is bothering me and I try to talk to them about it and they are like 'gee that sucks' and goes straight on to something else or they don't really say anything at all. I can't always be the one who's there for other people, sometimes it would be nice if someone was there for me.

Now just to clarify something. I'm not really thinking of anyone specific so don't go all crazy on me. Its just a couple experiences I've had ands its kept bothering me. I know who I can talk to about issues and I talk to those people, the rest might hear something about it but not really. Anyway, I'm not trying to be all needy or whiny I was just stating a pet peeve.

So enough with ranting already, on to something a little happier.

Okay a LOT happier.

ITS SUMMEEEEEEEERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

And I love it to death. The apprenticeship started last week and its awesome so far. I've already learned a lot and actually made some friends. Josephine, a girl I was in Annie with is doing it and we were already friends during Annie so its nice to rediscover that friendship. She's awesome I really enjoy hanging out with her. And the first two times I worked a show I worked with Chris, he's cool, a little odd, thinks he's a lot funnier then he is, but is still kind of amusing. I have a feeling we're going to be working a lot of shows together which should be fun-ish.
The actual show is AWESOME! I love Beauty and the Beast, and the cast is AMAZING! Lumiere and Cogsworth and by far my favorite followed by Belle, Mrs. Potts, Gaston and LeFou. Really everyone is amazing and I love going to see it twice a week.

Olivia's puppies were born on sunday and they are SO adorable. That is one of the smaller females, I think she the smallest but Mrs. Nutter doesn't agree. There are five girls and three boys, six are black and two are cream colored. They can not hear or see anything, but touch and smell. They were all born very very healthy and tomorrow morning I am going with Mrs. Nutter to the vets to see them get their tails cut off, because thats what you do to poodle puppies. It doesn't hurt them really and they can't remember it so its not as horrible as it sounds. I'm spending quite a bit of time over there and I'll be taking care of them all summer and get PAID for it. I'd love to just take care of them so being paid is just and awesome bonus.

I'm planning on getting my hair cut at the end of July, I don't really know what I want to get done, but I want to get something a little different. If any of you have any ideas for this please please please tell me because I'd kinda love that. I'm growing my bangs out so that I won't have to be hampered by those much either.

Anyway its almost nine and I really don't feel like writing any more.


Last Train Home - Ryan Star

You haven't changed.
Stand in the light,
I need to see you,
uncover my eyes.

The tears coming down,
making lines on your face.
One for each year, now
that you've been away.

We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

You were a storm,
it blew us away.
I wouldn't leave you,
but you couldn't stay.

We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.


We were only kids,
we ran like water.
I told your dad,
I love your daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
Hallie just believe.

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train,
Hold on to love,
and wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be your last train home.