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I randomly come on here and read all my old posts and remember what an odd person I am. It's really quite amusing. I giggle at my extreme wit and charm, wonder what the HELL I was thinking in writing THAT on here, and gag at things that used to make me happy which are now just dark embarrassment splotches in my past *cough*James*cough*
I think about all the people who were in my life back then who aren't now. Some of them I could care less about. Others? Not so much.
I miss you and I wish we were still friends. =( It's sucks that all our plans have been written over and erased by our now busy lives.

Blargh

Anywho, Life other then all that has been wonderful. If not cold =\

This summer has passed like a FLASH. Like, Whoa where did it go? Like seriously dude?? O_O It rained till mid July, and got fall weather the last week of August. Seriously. God? Anything thoughts on that?

Uhhhh

I suck at blogging.

So, I have someone to talk about. Someone Incredible. Someone I love very much.

But I'm not going too cause no one reads this and I'm just talking to myself which is kind of weird if you think about cause I already know everything I'm writing. I'm just repeating myself online. Yipee.

Uhhhh

I should be doing school.

OH I GOT A NEW JOB!! At a cafe. So very sophisticated, oh yes. A HUGE step up from cleaning cheap cabins all summer, which I wouldn't recommend to anyone unless its a high class five star hotel where lots of rich people come. Then it would be okay. Except rich poo in a toilet is still poo in a toilet. So... Maybe not.

When I was thinking of things to say while cleaning my room I was so very deep and thoughtful and it was going to be such an epic post. Now its like... random chatter that goes through my head. So I'm going to end with a song, like I always do, and go do geometry.

Cheerio none existent readers, I love you all so very much, expect another post from me in about a year!!

Illusion - VNV Nation

I know its hard to tell
How mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need
Is behind every door
Each time you get hurt
I don't want you to change
Cuz everyone has hopes
You're human after all

The feeling sometimes
Wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though
You never belong
This feeling is not sadness
This feeling is not joy
I truly understand
Please don't cry now

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else
Who would comprehend
That some bad do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
Thats not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul
Ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last
But I'm still not sure
But what I do know
Is to us the world is different
As we are to the world
I guess you would know that

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Please don't go }(2x)
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion
Always trying to change you