O.k...

The date could have gone a lot worse.
And it could have gone a lot better too.

I do want to repeat my question from before.

WHAT DO YOU DO AFTER AN AWKWARD DATE???

Haha oh well. I was pretty nervous, and Jeremy was really nervous, so he didn't talk a whole lot, and the conversation never really flowed. Except for once right at the end of intermission. I was so annoyed when the pit band came back on stage.

But I know how Jeremy is really like, and he's really funny and nice, and totally not like how he acting last night. So I'm not giving up yet.

On a side note the play (Once upon a mattress) WAS SO GOOD!!! FABULOUSAY!! The high school's drama program is A MAY ZING!!! it blows my mind every time I go see something there. Will (from book covers) played the mute king who liked to chase girls around the castle was a totally CREEP!! but adorable and funny at the same time. And the lead girl, Abby, was sooo incredible!! I've seen her in other shows, Fiddler, Rumors and she was alright in Fiddler, and pretty good in Rumors but in this, she was FABULOUS!! Some of the stuff she had to sing was sooooo hard, and she did it soo well. Kudos to her!!

Anyway I gotta start school and get ready for the rest of the day/weekend, because I haven't done ANYTHING today and its already 10:15. AHHHHHHH

Love to all!!



"First Time"

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

Oh Lifehouse, Lifehouse Lifehouse. I LOVE YOU!!!!